Wednesday, February 13, 2013

Ugh! Dreading Thursday

Yes, I have dreaded this year and this day, Thursday, for quite a while now....I would say at least 5 years if not longer!

I know it's crazy to get so caught up with a number, but let me just tell ya....

not so crazy about this one!!!

I would say one of the major reasons I'm having difficulty with it is that I so thought when I was much younger that surely be 40 I would have my junk together, I would feel like I knew what what was and that.... well...I really don't know, but all I know now is that I thought I would feel and be a lot different than I am!

Please know that I completely understand that my life could be a WHOLE lot worse right now! But it is so different than I pictured it. Oh well!!! Whacha gonna do???